Civilians Of St. Elmo

ATTEMPTING A FEAT AND FIGHT OF MY WILL AND LIMITATIONS. I SIMPLY REFUSE TO EVER SAY DIE. YOU MIGHT THINK IT TRIVIAL, BUT, “GOONIES, NEVER SAY “DIE” NOR DEFEAT.

 

I KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSE B. THIS ENDEAVOR OF JUST OPENING TO SAY, WELL, WE CANNOT WIN THEM ALL.. AND IF A DOES NOT WORK TRY OF OPENING AN ONLINE STORE HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD FOR THE PAST YEAR AND I JUST ABOUT HAVE ALL THE PIECES IN PLACE TO DO SO.

I CANNOT HELP BUT WONDER, AM I DOING THIS TO HOLD ON TO MY FATHER WHOM I LOST OVER 20 YEARS AGO? WE OWNED A SMALL CHAIN OF STORES AND IT WAS THE HUB OF OUR FAMILY AND OUR EMPLOYEES WERE EXTENDED FAMILY AS WERE A LOT OF OUR SALESMEN AND CUSTOMERS.

I WAS 16 WHEN IT HAPPENED. ON MY FIRST REAL DATE WITH MY 1ST SERIOUS BOYFRIEND IN HS. I WANTED TO GO FISHING WITH MY DA INSTEAD OF GOING ON MY DATE BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND AND I HAD A FIGHT PER USUAL- HE WAS KINDA MEAN, BUT WE WERE YOUNG AND I WAS 16. HE WAS LIKE THE HOT GUY WITH A BAD ATTITUDE , ALL THE GIRLS WANTED AND HE CHOSE ME. THERE I WAS THE “LUCKIEST GIRL” MISERABLE JUST WANTING TO BE CLOSE TO MY DAD.

I WENT AHEAD A WENT BECAUSE MY FATHER SAID “NO”, THAT WAS A FIRST. I SHOULD’VE KNOWN…

 

 

 

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This is my Work In Progress. I’m Working on the Site. I’m not feeling 100%. I am going at a slower pace than I’d planned at the moment.

A sigh., Even Bigger Sigh of Frustration.

It stinks, really stinks…. I’m trying to accept my reality & limitations. It’s a hardcore struggle when I have so much I want to accomplish & to have several health issues | in addition to spinal injuries. I suppose being ambitious can be a downfall…?

On the other hand it would be extremely easy to just give up. I have seen | witnessed a lot of people do just that.

Infinite victory

🎢 Inspiring

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Problems aren’t a definite sign of failure, But the fear of failure is. Fear is an integral characteristic of human that can’t be eliminated. There are two options:-

  • Live the fear, or
  • Face the fear

We know which one is the best option. This is quite difficult for many of us.

Why?

This is our intrinsic feeling that develops with the lack of inner strength. That means we aren’t determined enough or have doubt on our abilities.

In addition to this, we have tendency to lose hope too early. In that situation, we blame others or fate but actually we are just one step away from our victory.

Victorious step:-

Say to yourself,“Get up”.

“I am ready to take any challenge from life. Every time with every problem, I’ll grow more stronger. They have no power to bring me down.”

Not only say, do it. This would bring…

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